Charlene's New PUPPY

Stephen bought Charlene a puppy for her birthday and he is so cute. His name is Tonka! I was feeling a little down this afternoon and went for a drive and ended up at Charlene's and had a little play with him. He did put a smile on my face and made me forget about my own problems. He is so cute now as he is only a puppy....












Well I have been alright, I have my bad moments but try and stay strong as I dont want to be a blubbering mess. I try to avoid any questions or how you doing from people this is the best way for me to deal with things at the moment. Still having trouble sleeping and than in the mornings just dont want to get out of bed but I have Jamie to get off to school so I have to get up. Going to sleep I find the hardest and end up falling asleep in Andrews arms in a blubbering mess. I am just finding it so hard even to talk to him as I know he is hurting just as much as me. But I am trying to stay strong I promise!
I got an email from Maria and I couldn't stop crying I am so glad she is on the other side of the world at the moment.(If you know what i mean). But the girls on the forum also have been very supportive and have nice words to say and that helps alot tooo.