Pregnancy Update

Well it has been a few really hard days coming to terms with the Ultrasound results. It does not look real promising, the second Ultrasound found no heartbeat. Andrew did get to look at the screen as the lady did not let me look. He said the sac was bigger this time but a different shape, he said it looked more oval and like it was inflating. The radiologist said that the lining was very thin now on one side. My doctor said on Friday things dont look too promising but she sent me to have another blood test and on Monday morning I have to go to the hospital to have another Ultrasound and tests and they will tell me for sure what will need to be done.
As you can imagine we are both devestated and very disappointed. We have tried for so long and finally to have a bit of hope is now destroyed again.
I am trying to be strong, but just want to curl up in bed and never get out. And just hope this will all go away....