CRAPPY CRAPPY week
Christ how do we get here, how do we let ourselves feel this way. After the other day I thought I was starting to perk myself up and all of a sudden you are back there! That little horrible place called depression, I have always been able to get myself back on top but I am starting to think otherwise. I really think I have not dealt with allot of stuff that has gone on the last 4 or 5 months and now it has come back to haunt ME... They always say you should sort it out than and there and never sleep on it, well I have done that slept on it for way too long. I kept saying I am right, I will be fine, I am a big girl get over it! But now I need to reach out and find myself, need to get myself back up, I need my life BACK!!!!
Reality Scrap has started this week, its the qualifying challenge. Of all weeks it had to start, I have had no MOJO for weeks but NOW I have nothing! I have nothing to give to my scrapping, I cant even walk in that room. Its a layout about ME, someone I just don't want to be right now so how can I scrap this!!!
3 comments:
{hugs} I am not sure there would be anything I could say to help. Grief and stress has a bad way of coming back to haunt us :( I only know a tiny little bit of what you have been through and that alone is one HUGE thing to have to deal with.
Take Care
Sam
I'm so sorry you are not doing well. Maybe try to use the challenge as a way to get out of the cycle. Maybe making yourself get a layout done, will actually be a help. I have no idea really, just trying to help. Hope things get better for you really soon.
Brenda - I feel for you - I wish there was something I could do or say to make you feel better. I agree with what Alicia said - maybe actually doing a LO about yourself is the therapy you need at the moment - to really look at yourself and work out what is inside. I wish you all the luck in the world - I hope you can get some mojo back!
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