New Beginning

Well I got out of bed this morning and thought enough is enough, I am going to get some organisation back into my life. So I was up early and started the housework and put on a few loads of washing, cleaned up my scrap room and pulled out a photo of me and sat down and looked at it for quite sometime. I walked away did more housework and more washing had a coffee and back to my room. Sat there and pulled out some papers that I was previously working on for something else. WOW getting started and it feels good, its not easy but at least its good.

So NO more dwelling on things or having self doubt, the household seems to at least be normal. Andrew and I had a good talk to Matthew and hopefully something has sunk in and we can get back to our pleasant little household.

Andrew and I are good, more than good, we have had a few good talks and he is starting to understand why I have been feeling this way. Yesterday he put on this song on the stereo and said just listen to this and always remember I am here for you. It was one of my favourite songs and it definitely had plenty of meaning he said you have always been there for him and when he listens to this it reminds him of how I helped him out many years ago and now it is his turn. Bernard Fanning "WATCH OVER ME". I sat there with tears in my eyes and thought yes sometimes you do need people to help you through it and that is alright you don't have to do it alone!

So thankyou everyone for your emails and comments, I appreciate everything. Now it is time to get back to scrapping, I want to make sure I am a definite competitor for this reality scrap. It will definitely bring me motivation and you know I just loved to be challenged. SO next time I post on here I will definitely have a layout to share!!